16 Days and we will be moving to California...give or take a few hours.
I'm really having a hard time grasping all this. I mean, yeah I'm excited! I love it down there and can't wait for the peace and quiet and non hustle bustle of the big city. But think about it? Three weeks ago this never crossed our minds, now we are uprooting and heading out to a place with no jobs lined up and no idea what's out there work wise. I'm the kind of person that likes to stay with what I am comfortable with. Although it is super stressful most of the time, I am comfortable with my job. I know what is expected of me and how to go about doing it. I'm comfortable with my little route home and my little route to work. I'm comfortable with my local Albertsons that I visit every Saturday to
get groceries. I'm extremely comfortable with the fact that my in-laws live far enough away that they won't be dropping by at a moments notice to comment on my lack of cleaning skills.
So yeah, I guess you could say I'm kinda scared of the unknown. This isn't really a shock given my many phobias but to do something like this...to just pick up and go with nothing to go to. Yes, I've done it before. But at that time I had nothing keeping me there either. When I left Maine I had no job and no real hope to find any and it's not like I wasn't going for something either. I'd call going to be with the love of my life a pretty big deal. And yes, a house in Carmel valley is a wonderful thing but is it worth giving up a good paying, comfortable if aggravating job for? I wish I knew.
Am I just getting cold feet? Probably.
7:53 p.m. - 2005-07-13
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